An over loved and overkept mother's boy is crying at the gate.
He's been gone and back so many times getting nowhere at all.
Still sitting at her table, sleeping on her sofa,
toiling in her garden and hiding in her shed.
Looking through the window dreaming of life outside.
She told him many moons ago there's nothing here to fear.
feeling my sisters pain 
Is this normal ? What can I do ? 
How can I grieve properly?
I’m Devastated My Mum Died this morning 
Feel like my mom would not be proud of me if she was alive 
