Don't know about where you guys are but here in the Wild West of Ireland it is howling a gale that would cut you in two...I am having another Duvet day and I can see my breath even in my bedroom!!! So much for Spring!!
No news yet about appointment with Neuro guy in Dublin God I hate the waiting and being out in the middle of no where my post never arrives before 1pm!!! So still waiting today...My Neuro says it is out of his hands now!! God I do love the "Caring" professions!
What with the OH falling of the wagon I could really do with getting my head sorted lol...Have been remembering my first Alanon meeting many years ago and hearing someone say "Going to an Alcoholic for emotional support if like going to a hard ware shop for a loaf of bread"!! So so true.
I seem to be totally detached from the situation as if i am looking in on it i see him i see my kids i do what i have to do but i am not here! Emotional detachment taken to extreme is it the BD (which i know has made me more distant) or is it luck as i need to keep calm and keep my blood pressure down? Both me thinks and i am thankful for what ever it is that has brought me to this calm...Alanon saves lives too and so do the people on this site. so thank you all I would be lost without being able to chat here and to read your replies...it makes life a little less lonely..