I probably already know what most of your answers will be, but I'm going to ask anyways. I have been in a bad flare now for the past 4 years, was just diagnosed last year, but I've actually been unwell since I was 16 (I'm now 25). Basically for the past 4 yrs I have felt sickly all the time-- day after day. It is a general unwell feeling-- what the docs call "malaise"-- and no matter what I try to do, I just can't seem to feel better. I mean, I do have better days, but for the most part, I don't feel very good-- almost as though I always have a flu virus or something. There have been many times that I was worried it was depression, but I think that was just me giving into what many of the doctors were saying. Plus I'm already on Trazadone at bedtime to help me sleep. I am just wondering if this is something that many others constantly struggle with? I am currently getting 800mcg Remicade infusions every 6 wks and, am on colchicine, azathiprine, and low-dose steroids as needed.