I feel like I have been on a rollercoaster ride since March last year,with my health issues coming to a head in November when I crashed and had to admit to myself that there was something seriously wrong with me. I had to stop work and attend no end of hospital and medical appointments
Aside from dealing with the health issues as you all know comes the life issues.....financial problems, social isolation ,sense of uselessness and even guilt. I know I should not feel guilty about being ill but I do at times.
I went back to work a couple of weeks ago mainly out of necessity rather than choice. It has been tough at times but I have coped and was starting to feel a degree of normality in my life.
Well this morning when I woke up I felt awful physically and felt like bursting into tears,curling up in a ball & hiding under the duvet. I didn't and I made myself get up and face the day.
Does anyone else get these sort of feelings?
Meg . X