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[hope132]

Thanks for all the replies and the kind words.i don't know what I will do yet.finish out the year hear at least or I won't get stock money I earned for whole year.go stay with Mom for awhile and take care of her.she can't come here I live in a house with 2 people.right now I live minute to minute all I really no for sure is I don't want to die here in florida.in the mountains up north is my dream. All I know is all I have is now and that is how I try to live my life.hope I don't offend anyone but I am an atheist so death for me is harder in my opinion.there is a utube video I will have played at my funeral that helps me alot.sam Harris it is always now.he happens to be an atheist like me but regardless of what you believe in I would suggest you watch it cause when you get right down to it all we have is now.thanks again I will be going to my dad's service around Thursday or Friday and I want you to know you have helped me in this tough time peace

[hypercat54]

It is cheaper for two to share so with your mums income it might be possible to get your own place x

[sassy59]

Thinking of you hope. Things will work out. Xxxx

[Bingo88]

Continued thoughts are with you hope132. At this difficult time. Be strong, be proud that you did all you could for your Father. Hugs xxxBrian

[Whitechinchilla]

Peace and love to you Hope 132.

All any of us have is right here and now. If we can learn that then we will all make the very best of our lives. Not living in the past or the future.

Life deals us really tough cards at times. We don’t get to choose.

May you find the strength to help those around you so that they in turn can support you at this difficult time.

Sincere good wishes and I will be holding you in my thoughts onThursday.

No more pain, no more suffering. X