I had PP at the end of April this year when I was 5 months postpartum. I haven't felt good on any of the meds I've been given. I was given 3 injections of Invega Sustenna, and am on 1 mg Risperidone. I am now 5 months past my initial PP and have had akathisia, depersonalization, anhedonia, and severe depression and anxiety. Right now, the depersonalization and anhedonia are worst and thoughts of death and suffering keep entering my mind. I feel trapped and like I'm on the ledge of a clif. I feel like my family and the world around me are going on normally while I've fallen apart and feel continual sense of doom. I am also aware of destruction and turmoil in the world which overwhelms me. I cannot drive, find motivation to do simple things or enjoy things I used to, and cannot care for my 11 months old son without help. Has anyone else felt similarly at 4 months after having PP and gotten past this?