I’m doing it. I’m going out with some friends tomorrow for a friend’s upcoming birthday. I mean it’s just lunch but it’s a step. One I’m of course regretting right now, thank you anxiety, but still! Progress! It’ll be with about six people which is over my “limit of comfort” but hopefully everyone won’t be there. That’s horrible. I shouldn’t say that *face palm*. Whatever, that’s how I feel. I also got my friend a funny, inside joke gift which I’m excited about giving her so there’s that!
I’ve driven to this restaurant before so it’s not like I have to worry about driving somewhere new. I’m paying with cash so I don’t have to worry about my card not working. I know exactly what I’m ordering and I have conversations all ready in my head. I’m prepared! 💪🏼
I’m also ready for it to be over but oh well! Time to pretend for an hour or two that I’m a normal teenage girl going out with friends. Let’s do this! Lol almost believed that confidence there.
Anxious about boyfriend going out. 
Going out
I’m freaking out
