Sitting in the hospital parking lot.

I feel absolutely crazy. I also have the flu. Im so scared. I dont want to go in though because I went just yesterday for my stomach pain. Im afraid theres something wrong with my brain thats going to kill me. Like a tumor or a seizure or I'm just going to go crazy. I have the flu really bad but I cant even sleep because Im so scared. Xanax didnt help. I feel like I'm literally being sucked into a black hole and can barely think or move.

[Meredyn]

Hi, Someone. Do you feel luke you can keep yourself safe at the moment? I defonitely think you should take yourself inside and tell tgem how you feel. They will be able to help. Don't feel bad that you were only there yesterday - yesterday was yesterday and it's how you feel today and that you need help right now that matters. ❤

[Meredyn in reply to Meredyn]

Sorry for the typo's - I wanted to jot off a quick reply as I've been in your position before. Stay safe!❤❤

[Hidden in reply to Meredyn]

I am safe, I'm with my boyfriend. (: we ended up not going in. I'll go if it gets worse. Thank you for the quick reply, I really appreciate yout help.

[Meredyn in reply to Hidden]

You are more than welcome! I'm so glad that you're safe and have your boyfriend with you for valuable support. Keep in touch!❤

[Lindsey14]

I feel ya, I get paranoid about my head too

[Hkakbkjk]

Don't get sucked into the black hole of benzos been there done that.The only thing that ever helped me short term was remeron 15 mgs at night