What's normal?

[Ashleyp]

I want to feel normal... not in absolutely panic over any type of pain I have. Losing my mind thinki I have melanoma, or bone cancer, or cancer in my spine, or spinal tumors... I think about it all day and think I make my "pain " worse... or create the pain in my head. I hate this. Idk what to do and stay in constant fear,depression, and worry. I sat on the floor humped over for almost 4 hours... my back aches and immediately I Google and convince myself I have cancer. I cry so much... why am I like this and will this ever go away

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I am the same but my symptoms are all my head... I have the worst head symptoms