Kinda need to talk, or vent. Anyone out there?

[PinkSkull]

I haven't been in the happiest of moods lately. Every morning when I wake up, I just think "ugh, this again"?

I greet my mom, but after a few minutes of hearing her talk, I'm screaming in my head "shut up! Just shut up already!"

Work is now becoming the place I prefer to be. I hate weekends now. I can't stand staying home. I've been lost in my thoughts, just thinking of ways on how to escape. Not suicide, but just leaving everything and starting my life, fresh. I will admit, the urges to self harm is creeping up on me.

I'm lost

[Teerings3]

I’m here. I’m sorry to hear that your struggling.

[PinkSkull in reply to Teerings3]

Hi there. Thanks.

Things have just been weird in my home and family. I live with my mom. In 2011, she had an amputation due to diabetic complications. Since then, I've been looking after her, but also since then, everything has gone downhill.