I had planned on completely ignoring Christmas, due to my depression, but my anxiety lead to two panic attacks that morning. I postponed the celebratory gift wrapping and opening until today. Was going to do so yesterday, but had such a bad day due to the panic attack I had in my boss' office, that I just wanted to curl up and distract myself with comedy routines on YouTube. Still wound up from the one attack I experienced yesterday, so it took two whole Xanax to calm me down enough to enjoy the morning. Now, I am completely emotionally and physically exhausted, and my negative, intrusive, obsessive thoughts are still lingering. I hope the Prozac kicks in some point soon.