Help me

[shrs3]

Feel like I'm going crazy. Whats actually the meaning of life and how did we get here. Everything literally feels like a dream, like actually feels like I'm in a dream. Like someone needs to wake me up. No one feels real. Obviously worse when i leave the house. Got a million times worse after a panic attack and then a 2 hour panic attack i had about existence. At first it just affected me when i went outside but now its everywhere.

I was able to distract myself for a few days now its getting worse than before and i feel hopeless. Not able to enjoy anything i just want to change

Ive read people who get better and people who are stuck like this forever, no matter how much help they get. I feel like im so deep in this existential thinking and void that i cant be helped. I just want my life back

[kevoreally]

Depersonalization and derealization is such a terrible thing and to experience it every second really sucks

Sadly this world is real.. sadly this pain we feel is real.. we all bleed the same color..

Im not from your thoughts you didnt create me

My favorite color is blue could you have created me? Nope not a chance if you did youd know everything about me

The sky is blue if it was a different color then maybe you created it that way but you didnt because its blue

I have a full time job is hat because you gave me one or because I handed in an application with MY name on it that I WAS GIVEN at MY BIRTH

You are NOT from my mind because I do NOT know a thing about you

Cars trains planes how in the world could we have IMAGINED them?

Our interactions are as real as real gets you dont think of what your gonna say and how your gonna be someone else and answer it that would be beyond confusing..

Time.. time waits for no one.. if time didnt exist youd be FROZEN but time passed us by like there was no tomorrow

What else is there to IMAGINE or CREATE in our endless minds?

Whats our purpose in life? Rather than pondering WHAT why not CREATE your purpose? Be yhe LIGHT in someone elses darkest tunnel?

Take your darkness and the light you have and be someone elses LIGHT

Your hobbies if you dont have one find one somethjng you like doing so it more often

Dont question wha life is but instead enjoy it dont question if this world is real or fake

So what if its fake? Your breathing you bleed

You have many choices in life

everything and everyone has a reason to be herr in this world and one main reason is to be kind and spread love

You can do it its easy smiling and making someone laugh is spreading kindess showing someonee love is spreading love

This world is real buddy existence is REAL you damn well did not CREATE ME nor did ou know what id say or anything other than YOU and your family and friends

I suffere time to time with DP/DR

And i always feel we are in a simulation or a snow globe minus the snow depending in the weather but guess what WHO CARES

I am breathing i can bleed i can breed IM GOOD WITH THAT

Be well my friend be well and be kind and live love laugh!

Time waits for no one so get moving!