Hey...my name is DragonWithin, I saw a post here with such a supportive community and well I feel selfish but I hope I can get some help too
I have no idea whats wrong with me, I can be ok and have such a good time and then I get all anxious which stresses me out a lot. I want to say I have depression and anxiety but I always can't be sure as I never got it diagnosed. I did one time and was only told it was a pragmatic languahe problem? Which didnt really answer my question. Maybe I am being whiny. But I tried doing work today and failed and only end up getting a printer stuck. Yesterday I scratched my car cause I suck at parking cars apparently.
I also have an assignment due on the 15th of November but I can't pull myself together. I have to read a lot of journals and analyse them for my research paper. Not to mention I have a bunch of articles to write on a club and with interviews after the research paper. Later on, I also have chat sticker creations due. Suddenly when I thought about work, I feel overwhelmed and disconnected. Like I given up and couldn't even care less. I feel so sick of everything eventhough, I have been through stuff like this before. Although its all a lie and feel like dying again. I dont even know who to talk to or the people I talk to. Only makes me feel more lost amd miserable.
I just want this to be over even if it means death eventhough I am scared of death myself...
I feel like theres so much going on and all this sounds petty...
But anyway, I appreciate anyone who reads this. Thank you