I was diagnosed with postpartum depression a couple of months after I had my son last year. I have never been officially diagnosed with anxiety, but I know I have it. When I was diagnosed with PP depression, I was seeing the doctor because I was having heart palpitations. I was sent to a heart specialist where he found nothing wrong with my heart. Those were a rough 2 weeks going back and forth to the doctor and ER thinking I was having a heart attack. Then I began to feel a brain fog and dizziness. I had never felt that way before in my life. The doctor put me on a low dose of Prozac which tremendously helped with the symptoms. Fast forward to now, I haven't been taking my medicine because I am 5 weeks pregnant. The heart palpitations return on some days, I feel dizzy in the mornings, my vision seems blurry at times, I'm having night sweats, and my neck is constantly stuff/sore. The day I found out I was pregnant, I was so stressed out that I started having tingling/numbness in my arms and hands. Now for the past week, I have not been able to stop worrying that I have a brain tumor or something is seriously wrong with me. I have been fighting the urge to go to the ER to beg to have an MRI done to see if something is really wrong with me or not. I feel like I can relax if it comes back nothing is wrong. I can't keep going on in this constant state of doom, like something is going to happen to me. Someone please give me some words of encouragement. No one around me understands. Everyone just thinks I'm crazy! I can't go and enjoy myself at any kind of event because I'm so afraid someone will bomb the place or come in shooting. I worry about things that people shouldn't even worry about. I can't even think about my 5 year old starting school this fall from worries of something bad happening at his school. I'm hoping to find people I can relate to here.