Hi guys, I was 18 when while panicking ( a ball went flying forward to my head ) I just moved my head and hit the edge of an iron trash can, it didnt hurt or something , I didnt even pass out went on with life ( Had a few problems but recovered 85% ). The problem is sometimes I hate myself, everytime in life when I tried to just protect myself I ended up being hurt even if it wasnt my fault. Why me?? I have a 1 cm scar on my forehead ( And a bump over it , docs in my country dont care and they didnt tell me that I need to put ice on it ) . It seems no one can notice it, only if you see if in a near distance, but I see it everyday and it is a constant reminder of what a trauma did I do to myself just because I was afraid of a ball hitting me on the head ) I wasnt even playing football btw , I was standing outsids the field.. Is there anyway to get rid of them?
Pardon me for my gramatical mistakes, English is my third language and I learnt it the last 2 years ( afer TBI )