Hi everyone, I though I'd share this podcast episode with this group because I feel it will help people who simply feel numb and emotionless in the face of anxiety.
Being fearful of having any type of emotion good or bad is very common with people suffering from panic and health anxiety. We fear adrenaline, we fear our hearts beating faster or harder, and we numb ourselves from emotions completely. Hoping this helps 
numbing fingers again 
Depersonalization/anxiety
Is it anxiety?!?
HUGE list of anxiety symptoms for those of us worried that it's "something else".
