Stories

[Mranxious11]

Hey guys, I was just wondering if everyone would share their story, what you've been through, how you've felt going through it, your symptoms, how you are dealing with it or have overcame it. Thanks guys

[littlemouse]

ive had issues my whole life, my mum says it got a whole lot worse when i was 6 and had bells palsy , one side of my face was paralysed for most of the summer holidays just before i started junior school and apparently it knocked my confidence , i seem to have always had issues with structure and rules , also authority. i was always a quiet kid but id have these huge outbursts from time to time and walk out of school or sit with my head in my arms and not speak to a sole.

i had alot of deaths in my family at 13/15 and this just made me worse, i contemplated suiside alot , my parents have a 3story house and i sit balanced on the fire escape window over a huge drop but never had the guts to jump, i would tie rope around the top banister and round my neck and sit at the top but again i couldnt jump, i did take 2 packets of paracetamol one night and was crying in the back living room my mum asked me if i was ok and i said yeah just a bit down n went to bed, woke up the next morning fine thank god! since then ive argued with the school an left aged 14 been in a few groups to get me by till i was leaving age they just got me in with naughty children! and been in several shitty relationships, smoked weed took coke and managed to stop it all at last and feel like im finaly gettin myself together, ive also had 3 jobs but quit them all. ive had about 7 houses, lived in a hostel, and i really feel im going to be settled now. i finaly got diagnosed with borderline personality disorder last year at 24 but i dont know if that fits me really.