idk what to do. I’m alone and have trust issues

[Germanshep]

I recently made new friends at a new military command. They say they like me and we hang out a lot. I recently told them I’m being diagnosed for being in the spectrum and adhd. They immediately said they can see it and told me they go through their own things. Recently idk if I’m feeling embarrassed or ashamed but before I was told all this I just chucked it up to I’m a goofball. I don’t want to annoy them like I have in the past with a few friends and result in them dropping me as a friend and keep thinking maybe keep to myself for a while. Or if I should confide in them that I feel sad. My partners usually the one that helps me vent and cope but he’s out to sea and I’m in an empty house. I don’t want to be a bother to anyone in my family or friends but idk where to go to talk or if i even should, I don’t want to bother my partner while he’s away and have him worry. I’ve been looking for some kind of support group but I can’t find anything and I think it’s bothering me to the point where I’m spiraling.

[gajh]

Hello and Welcome. There is a lot of support available here. I am glad you have joined us.

[Midori]

You have found the right place. We are a supportive and caring bunch. Welcome!

Cheers, Midori