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[karoava]

Hi,

It was quite some time since I was here. I had a hard situation at home but I changed my living situation and together with my son and husband we live in our house. And I thought that my problems ended with moving out. It looks like I am not myself again, feeling overwhelmed with feelings and being anxious. I think the problem is relationship with my husband. He is almost always angry, doesn’t like his work but he must work because we need money, so I am his stress reliever. I try to understand that every relationship has its flows but I am starting to think that he never be content until he will not succeed or whatever… it’s hard because I am also super romantic type and still wanting to find my soulmate. To be with someone and feel like home… is it stupid? I am giving a lot from me to be a solid base for my family, but I feel like it’s not good enough. He is blaming me for my son behaviour, and also that he has very little time for himself, but I am almost constantly with our child. I am working at home as Accountant, I am taking care of home, working also with building parts to finish our home but he still is saying that he is doing so much more… I feel very little now.. like I am not good enough. And still I am dreaming to be with someone who would understand me… but is there any chance to be in a good relationship? Everyone is saying that soulmates and good marriage is a fairytales.

What do You think?

[Marysblue]

Hope it gets better soon. You deserve happiness. I haven't been in a relationship in a long time so I really don't know. Counseling for you or both of you? This I know must be stressful for you.