Grieving is so hard when you already have major depression and other mental illnesses. It’s only going on three days, and it physically hurts to cry. I only just ate for the first time in the past couple days. My head hurts so bad.
Idk what I’m feeling anymore.
Dearest Scarlet, grieving impacts us whether it is suddenly or expected. Nothing hurts as much as the loss of a loved one. I think it's one of the hardest things to accept in how life can turn on a dime.
Please give yourself the time you need to grieve. As you go through this process, take it step by step with taking care of yourself. Grieving takes a lot out of us emotionally and physically. Try to find time each day to Meditate and just Breathe. It will help you with your head pain. Also make sure you hydrate during these stressful times. I am truly sorry for your loss xx
I'm so sorry. "Loss" has Always been Very hard for me, even though I believe in Heaven. My family is gone now, so there's only Me.....and my loving animals. I will be thinking of you....🙇♀️
Grieving feels awful and is the hardest thing we have to do as humans and we all have to experience it as part of being alive. It feels like hell and is overwhelming at times but it really is only temporary and will pass and you will be able to get on with your life. The best thing you can do for yourself is honor how you feel and surrender to the emotions and allow your self to grieve and know it will pass. They will always be in your heart.
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I basically throw temper tantrums when I get overstimulated….and it’s so embarrassing.
Difficult to write this
Difficult day today but not giving up
It’s 3:30am and the anxiety is rearing it’s head 
It’s been a little while 
