no sunshine or rainbows today

[bella-digo]

I been struggling for over 2 years now, somedays fells better than others and some its just can't survive it, I got to a stage that I can't know the difference between whats real and whats in my head. is if my physical pain real? or I was living in my head? how can I get out of this? or just give up there is no way out.

[Agora1]

Hi bella-digo :)Are the twins still staying with your mom?

Depending what is going on in your life, physical pain can be all in your head.

That it is a way to escape or to cope.

Ever since the pregnancy, you have had a lot of health issues to deal with including

your one daughter as well. You can't give up, you have a family to raise.

This can be very frightening for you. In that, if you start to feel better, you may become

totally responsible for the girls. However, if you continue to have pain, that can give you

an out for some help needed.

This has nothing to do with not loving your children but more about the responsibility

involved after having gone through so much physical ailment yourself is frightening.

There are the professionals who can help put you on the right path of motherhood and

all that comes with it.

I do want to Welcome you to this support site. There are other young mothers who may give you feedback as in how they handle being a mother for the first time.

Wishing you well physically and emotionally xx