Got terrible news and am still in shock

[DeerMousePhD]

On Sunday evening my cousin was shot in the head outside his house. He's currently in an induced coma in the hospital. Not much I can do, but I'm in a state of shock and just floating. The only emotion I really felt was yesterday when I left my apartment to buy food - I guess interacting with actual people in my state was too much and I was just so furious at everyone for no reason and wanted to hit everyone. Obviously I didn't, it was just a random impulse. Aside from that I can't really focus on anything, I'm on my own, and I'm not allowed to take time off. Not asking for advice, just want to get my thoughts and feelings out.

[kenster1]

gosh that`s awful news prayer for your cousin and all the family.

[Lizzo30]

You must be in a daze and that is so understandable

[Lizzo30]

Sorry to.hear about your cousin , take care of yourself

[Agora1]

DeerMousePhD, I'm so sorry, how tragic.Keeping you and your family in my thoughts. xx