Possibly losing my mind

[chefcc]

So a lot of my issue is that I’m very codependent. I require a lot of attention and I want to be with my significant other all the time. Aside from work all I really do is go home, I have friends from other states and I’m cool with my neighbors in my complex but I don’t really have friends or family I can hang out with. Some days I feel like my partner just doesn’t want to be around me or I think he just hates me. He can just be non emotional and just make me feel like I’m needy and crazy and that there’s something wrong with me. At the beginning of the relationship I feel like he was always all over me, from time to time as well but idk it’s just annoying when I crave attention from my partner and he’s all like I have my own life and what not. I just hate feeling bad I try to be understanding I know he has to get up early for work but at times he’s just too chill and lazy. I don’t. Wanna overthink or overreact just let him. Be I guess but I hate feeling like we need to spend time and our days off don’t really coincide.

[Sixfoot999]

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[chefcc in reply to Sixfoot999]

I read through it. Thanks it actually scares me a lot

[chefcc in reply to chefcc]

I actually went for a walk on the beach while contemplating everything and I overreact a lot. The read was indeed very educational as well it’s something to keep in mind

[chickadeer]

Hi! I completely understand how you feel about basically not having many other people to go to or want to be with besides your s/o... I’m the same way with my partner. Have you ever had a heart to heart conversation with him about these feelings? Maybe by talking about eachothers needs you can work out how to meet them better?

[chefcc in reply to chickadeer]

Yes I just probably need to be more patient and chill and I need to let things happen and not try to control everything.. I guess that’s kinda part of my personal problem too that may make it difficult for him. Are there anger management type groups somewhere like this one?

[chickadeer in reply to chefcc]

There might be a channel in here for anger management type groups? I’m new to this myself and don’t totally understand the platform yet, but maybe if you look under the “my hub” or “search” on this website?

[chefcc in reply to chickadeer]

Thank you so much

[pink318]

Hi- I’m glad you had a walk on the beach. It’s good that you had time to spend for yourself. In my experience, being alone and doing something good for myself helps me to stay refreshed.

Try to talk to him and tell him how you really feel. Please keep us posted. Feel free to post anytime. I hope things will go well in your relationship. Praying for you..

[chefcc in reply to pink318]

Thank you so much! Today was great and when I got home I tried as much as possible to Be in the moment and go along with his jokes and actually enjoyed a nice Chinese take out dinner.