Occupied again

[Scatteredtulips]

My morning went by quick. Started with the powerful feeling of doing nothing. I lacked motivation so much that it was so overwhelming it snapped me out of it. Hard to explain but sitting there dwelling in the feeling made me get up. I worked out. I started my day to do my homework. And now the days almost over.

I had breaks where I sat on my phone on Instagram and found posts that made me hate how my body is in comparison to other women so I got off the app. I told myself I’d get there in time with my hard work and dedication. Time is the only thing holding me back. Slow progress with everything.

I didn’t have negative thoughts, any thoughts really. I think I was too focused on my paper to think. Just such a nice feeling I feel empty but not in a bad way. I feel empty in the sense that my mind and heart aren’t plagued by that awful feeling of negativity and self doubt, I feel weightless, almost free.

If my night gets worse, you’ll hear from me.

Thanks for reading!

[CanuckAnon]

That sounds like a great day! I understand the empty but not empty feeling... sounds like accomplishment in a way... you were able to turn around crap thoughts into getting stuff done! I have not been doing yoga at all lately... thx for letting me feed off your busy day to motivate me to do my workout as I did my cardio already... 😊

[Scatteredtulips in reply to CanuckAnon]

I’m so happy it helped you!!😌