Darkness has taken over again.

[Misspell]

How beautiful the light is, full of love, hope and many possibilities. The wonderful strength that light gives, helps to get me through all the pain and loss of so many. I wish that light would always stay so bright and beautiful, but like a hurricane that light is blown away. The strength of that dark hurricane does it's best to destroy everything. Loss has already been so great, and I don't know what else can be destroyed, but it finds it way and leaves me with no hope of seeing that beautiful light again. I saw that terrible darkness take the life of my son. This darkness destroyed my family as I watched my mother die. There is no family left through all of this pain. I will not let this darkness win like it almost has in the past. I've lived the unbearable pain of this loss, and I can't give this pain to others. Like every storm, it will pass and that beautiful light will shine again. I will be strong through this storm.

[Bluzzle]

Its amazing to hear of your strength and to believe that the light will come again one day! It is true there will be light again! Your lost loved ones will bring this light to you to remind you of that! stay strong you have support! thank you for your poetic words!

[Misspell in reply to Bluzzle]

Thank you so much. I don't feel strong, but I must continue to fight. After I found my son, through all my tears I painted. Many painting and many tears, I found a way to put all this pain to create something beautiful. I'm not able to paint now. I took care of my mother and watched her suffer and die. She loved my paintings so much, and now I can only cry for the loss of my son and mother. I hope one day I can pick that paint brush up and paint how beautiful my mother was. Thank you so much for listening.❤

[Starrlight]

Such strength you have, strength I wish I had right now.

[Misspell in reply to Starrlight]

You are so very strong. Through your own pain you responded to mine. I know things will get better, so I will continue to fight. Please fight through your storm, and know the light will shine bright again.❤