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No matter what I do, thoughts of suicide plague my mind. Every waking moment of the day I think of suicide. I fantasize about ending my life everyday. I am only alive for the sake of my family. I have lost the desire to live for myself. Can anybody relate? Also I am afraid of having to go back to the hospital, which I hate. I am exhausted. Everything is going right yet I fantasize about killing my self. Heck I can’t even do certain things ex, listen to my favorite music because then I fantasize about suicide.

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DollJuice

You should probably talk to a therapist about that. This seems extremely worrying so its important you get help from a pro.

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Mia51

It saddens me to hear how you feel.I know because my son was the same.Nothing I did or medication helped. Theres always hope that you could come out of how your feeling,try and have hope even although it’s sounds pathetic to say that.

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