Todays mood. Angry!

[Everydayisrough]

Lord knows ive made my share of mistakes. I do not deny that. Im the furthest thing from perfect. But what really boggles my mind is how i have to suffer with one bad issue after another. Completely worn out mentally, emotionally and physically... while there are people out there 40 times worse than me who have no more than regular life stress and are completely happy. It is not fair! Especially when those people purposely inflict pain on you. What kind of world is this???? 🤬🤬🤬🤬😢😔 why must i suffer so much while the assholes of this world get of scotch free

[hypercat54]

That's because they are idiots. Would you rather be like them or yourself? I have a sister who seemingly has everything - a grown up son, a lovely house, a partner, a good job she enjoys etc. But you know what? She is 'entitled' and a bit snobbish. She thinks that helping others diminishes her and feels sorry for herself.

I have few of the material things she has but I wouldn't change places with her for all the tea in China! She will never understand things I do such as helping others enriches you rather than diminishes you. She accuses me of being 'jealous' of her when this is so far from the truth. In reality she is envious of me as I have little responsibility and live on my own.

Be proud to be yourself and being a nice, caring person. x

[Everydayisrough in reply to hypercat54]

A lot of people live in a world of pretend. What seemingly is the perfect life full of money and "order ". But you're right. I would never want to be anyone but myself. They live by as I said "The order". Money. Home. Marriage... but do they actually know what real love is? Kindness. Forgiveness. Acceptance. Theyre like robots following the commands of a leader. Im not sure they even have real feelings. Sometimes I think I take so much to the heart because im weak. But I know its because I feel more then most. I care about people who do nothing for me. Its both a blessing and a curse... i appreciate your info and I wish u luck with your sister

[hypercat54 in reply to Everydayisrough]

People like us get far more out of our lives than those who don't get it. I feel sorry for them instead.

My sister can be very nice and caring but I do feel as though I walk on eggshells round her. She is far from an idiot but cannot understand certain things which I do. Like I said I would rather be me! x

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i truly feel sorry for them aswell..

[Sillysausage234]

Yeah ...assholes

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you just need to look after yourself..whatever goes on for others, half there luck..but really, thank them, for theyre opening your eyes..