Today i went to my specailist on ptsd and anxiety.I yell i scream about the scars on dysfunctional ghetto contraction camp i saw and witness experience.problem after problem.The chaos the drama if its not finacail its mental if its not its random unpredictable sadistic evil circumstances or situation.
I left his office with a glimmer of hope and a glimmer of my sarcastic funny personality.I felt close to my self.wanting to get off of disgracful public doll,the dream of a finacail rewarding career. Remembering i want the normal holiday dinners the exotic vacation the family vacation.More children the barbcues.i dont will not except this way i feel.
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I am having a hard time reading your post and understanding what your trying to say metaphorically.....but if I am understanding it.....you are saying that after your therapy session you have felt helped and have a better outlook looking forward to your holidays. I hope I got that right....all my best to you.
I cannot spell my way out of a paper bag....so the powers that be invented 'MS WORD'...and all my troubles with spelling and grammar are solved....well most anyway's.... and Shakespeare..... made up his own words and grammar...yeah really. I made up my own word for how I feel most of the time...'happisher'.....
So don't worry about trivial critiques from someone who is just trying to poke holes in your creativity....celebrate your writing....
Thanks it sucks what anxiety really can do.we all should be enjoying our lives family fued holidays dinners and romantic relationships exotic vacation personal achievements career reaching fullest potential etc.
You still can do that..... write.... it takes you places in you mind where no one else has been but you.... I love to write... but have resorted to art therapy for a while till my home life settles down more and I have the peace and quiet to write. It's all good.... I did something else year before last too that I had great fun doing. I made my own book. I got these beautiful antique botanical prints, etc., and bought a book with blank pages and a beautiful cover. I collogued and wrote descriptions of herbals and their uses, then also wrote some of my favorite recipes using herbs, and some fruits and veggies.... it was really rewarding. I can see that as a book of prose done that way too.
I'm an authentic ole hippy from back in the day....and my nick name was 'earth mama' because I gardened a lot and am an herbalist which many in Wicca also do....but no. I don't believe in organized religion.
When you refer to the dysfunctional ghetto concentration camp are you referring to an inner city neighborhood of high crime and poverty? If so I can empathize but not from personal experience. I worked in the inner city of Chicago for years in law enforcement. Its a difficult situation to get out of.
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