I’m here. Im depressed. I feel like I’m in a downward spiral looking for a safe place. I miss my child immensely. It’s the end of another day time to go to sleep so that I can wake up and hope that there is something new and good waiting for me when I wake up. One more day at work. Thank god I have family. And they love me. I’m holding on but it’s hard. I want to be strong. Please let me be strong. I’m a good person who’s had a lot of bad things happen to. I’m searching.