Is there an end? I've suffered long enough..

[Deshon]

Hello there, my name is DeShon and I suffer from anxiety and depression. I've always been a shy and very quiet person. Always suppressed my emotions and kept them bottled up. I've always been overweight and would constantly get teased as a child. I never felt wanted, appreciated or loved. Not even from my own family. I never really had a relationship either, its pretty much always been me by myself. Im 25 single, no kids or anything, literally just me. Everybody has their own lives to live. I try not to isolate myself but I find it awkward to meet people and I haven't been motivated to do anything lately. My life is simply work and go home to sleep. I think about my life and cry all the time. This can't be how life is supposed to be. Prayer is about the only thing that gets me through the day. I still have hope but its not very much. Lately I seem to be getting worse emotionally. Is there an end to this? I've been suffering long enough.

[Starrlight]

Hi DeShon,

I can relate to the praying to get through. I pray for guidance and for help to do His Will and for suffering to end for myself and others.

I wish I could tell you for sure but I do believe there is an end to the pain. I will have a great day after many discouraging ones so in that I can find a little faith and hope sometimes.

So sorry you’ve been crying and unmotivated lately. I know it’s hard not to isolate and I know it’s hard to be shy. I hear your struggle. I think things will get better for you though. Keep ploughing through. 💕

[fauxartist]

I'm sorry your suffering with this disease Deshon....it's in our brain chemistry and it's not our fault....we just have to learn how to manage it. Some like myself have done a lot of therapy and I take meds...others do not. If you read others posts and comments you will find a lot of other people here, have similar stories....your not alone with this, and now you can share your thoughts and feelings....these are kind people just like yourself trying to live with this stuff....