Awake...

[Lu2356]

At some point throughout the nite, I had a nocturnal panic attack. Right now, I barely remember it. I just recall the intensity and didn’t feed into it. Thank God for always being there for me. Thank you Jesus! Life has truly changed for the better since turning my life to God. To surrender my will to a higher power, especially since I can’t do it on my own and never could after so many years of mental struggle. It’s time to get up and take on the day and see what God has in store for me. One can only hope for peace one day at a time. Self-medicating never brought me anything but temporary happiness and endless grief... aside from that, I am grateful to be alive and I ask for u to look in the mirror and remember who you are and that there is love deep inside of you, waiting to be unleashed... have a blessed day! 💕🙏❤️

[Hidden]

Lucy

Live for the day, the past is gone and the future will look after itself

BOB

[Lu2356 in reply to Hidden]

I try my best BOB. Thanks. I am human. That’s why I look to higher power than myself. For me, it’s God. And yes, Jesus said that to his disciples in Matthew 6.