i have been diagnosed with depression, anxiety and PTSD. A few years ago I moved my older brother in with me as he had a severe medical condition- I am a divorced mother of 4. On Dec 10 he had a heart attack in our home and died in my arms, was revived by rescue squad and died 8 days later. Since his passing, I'm in a constant state of panick!! My bed is my safety zone. The thought of leaving the house paralyzes me. I'm on Cymbalta, Xanax, Wellbutrin and Clonopin. I feel like I am taking nothing. I can't stand this feeling of paralyzation every day and every night. I feel as tho I'm at my breaking point.