If you develop CIPN during chemotherapy, and it becomes permanent, can you subsequently find it has progressed to another site some years after the original diagnosis?
I finished 6 cycles of Docetaxel in October 2019. Once the stabbing pains and feeling of being electrocuted had worn off, I was left with a permanent feeling of numbness across approximately one third of each foot. It might be said that ‘I had become uncomfortably numb’ (Sorry Pink Floyd). I was told there is no clear treatment for this neuropathy and that any therapies like spinal cord stimulation and sending non-pain messages to the brain are not freely available, or even reliably successful. I tried Vitamin B12 and R-Fraction Alpha Lipoic Acid without any success, but at least I had the belief that if my CIPN couldn’t be cured, at least, it wouldn’t get any worse.
This last year, I found that I have become very unsteady on my legs. They feel very weak and sometimes it seems they are going to collapse under me. I have taken to using a stick to walk any distance not so much to help me walk, but to help stop me wandering all over the pavement. I read a couple of articles that said neuropathy can move to a new site, up to several years after the original nerve damage. If only somebody had told me about icing hands and feet before I had my chemotherapy, I might not be posting this. However, it is what it is.
I would be interested in hearing from any of you who have had similar experiences with CIPN, and whether you have found anything that helps contain the symptoms. In the meantime, the full quote from ‘Comfortably Numb’ seems quite apt
When I was a child, I caught a fleeting glimpse
Out of the corner of my eye
I turned to look, but it was gone
I cannot out my finger on it now
The child is grown, the dream is gone
I have become comfortably numb