I was diagnosed inattentive adhd at 52. I’ve had 16 jobs in many years. I’m not lazy or stupid but I feel every bit of that today. I am yet again, trying a new gig and I really like it and want to be good at it, but the organization it is too much. I need tips for being successful at it, or a kick in the ass to move on.
I have a self-employed, self driven, flexible job, and I think I’ve calculated that I’m making about two dollars an hour in the end. I don’t know if there’s a way to make systems so I can be more productive. I enjoy the flexibility and the variety of the job. I do insurance inspections for commercial insurance underwriters, so I get to go behind the scenes of so many different businesses! Even a reindeer farm! It’s a hoot! But I get orders from five different companies and they are for dozens of underwriters that all have different criteria they want satisfied. My job entails pulling the orders from the five websites (currently I have 45 orders), calling the Insured to schedule an appointment (and fielding return calls when I don’t reach them), creating an efficient route in an area where I was able to make appointments, doing the inspection as per the specific underwriter and whatever industry I’m inspecting, writing the report (this is where I go off the rails with too many chances at distraction), submit the report to the correct client that gave it to me, and finally, track that I’m getting paid for my work. (I have no clue if I am, TBH) Today I’m driving around 130 miles to inspect a new doctors office, a marijuana grow facility, an Eagles fraternal hall, and some apartments. I feel accomplished because this is the first time I was able to actually make an efficient route and schedule multiple appointments back to back. I need to duplicate my efforts so I can do this in another area tomorrow, but how do I do that while I’m out in the field? I don’t know, and so my productively looks like a roller coaster. When I finally sit down to write all these reports, I find myself exploring and trying to learn new apps that I can use to track and automate the process, instead of writing the report! Rabbit hole! I love the problem solving part too, but doing those things brings my dollar per hour earned way down. The kicker is that each job only pays about $60-$110. Gas, insurance, taxes, printer ink are all mine to pay out of that. Saying I’m earning about $2 per hour might actually be generous
Any suggestions for streamlining this fun job so I can keep the flexibility and stimulation of it going? Or am I doomed?
I really need to make money to eat, but I only want a job that’s interesting, novel or fun. All three are preferred