I now have a word for my variable sense of time: tachypsychia.
People will experience time at a different rate from their normal experience in response to a stressful or traumatic event (triggering the fight-or-flight response), or while on drugs, or by something else that alters their perception of time.
For me, before my ADHD diagnosis, time was extremely variable. Five minutes could seem like an hour (time-dilation), or an hour could feel like five minutes (time-contraction). ADHD medication has made my experience of time much more stable (about 2:1 or 1:2, instead of 12:1 or 1:12... that's the ratio of 5 minutes to an hour, but honestly sometimes it was as bad as 20:1).
I came across the term "tachypsychia" while scrolling on YouTube, mentioned in a clip from the TV show "The Rookie". It was given as the explanation from one police officer to another about why his sense of time from a particular event was so different from normal. He said, "Time was all over the place." The other officer responded, "Tachypsychia. It's a common response to a traumatic event."
I've never used recreational substances (besides alcohol only occasionally), and my life is pretty calm. Yet my brain was almost always in that state.
"Time blindness" has never been an adequate description of my experience with time. I still have problems with that a lot. But now I've got "tachypsychia" to add to my vocabulary, to better relate what I live with.
Thanks for taking the time to read this.
Does anyone else experience extreme variability with your sense of time?
As bad as 20-to-1, like me?
Do your ADHD meds help reduce it for you, too?