Today was the first dose. No motivation, just tired. Is this normal? Feels like it is undermining skills I am trying to build.
Adderall made me a wound up nutcase with huge anxiety. It started great, lots of energy to do the things I needed to. Then therapy made me focus on the things that made me anxious. Spiraled out of control due to the stimulant effects. Made me entirely useless. Only after getting suicidal and stop taking it did I get anything done. Then promptly went on Short term disability to figure it out and heal.
Therapist is waaay too amped for me now that I am calmer. He's a spastic nut. Need a good psychiatrist.