I was diagnosed and put on Dexedrine 15 mg 6 months ago and it completely changed the entire way I process information. as if it created a road map in my brain between my thoughts and feelings & I was able to process everything with such ease. I started working on my health, learning how my brain works and healing old traumas.
I didn’t know I was capable of thinking so clearly and being so happy.
I’m noticing the effects are no longer working. I am gaining weight. I’m noticing I am riddled with small anxieties. My brain is muddled, I’m completely irritable with people and I feel general emotional dysregulation.
I get the sense that if I try other medications I will be cashing that high of how wonderful Dexedrine made me feel. I feel frustrated as if it was a false quick fix and I was just initially over medicated and will never be able to attain that mindset again.
Any thoughts?