Hello, I have been recently diagnosed with combined type ADHD and have been taking Adderall for about two months.
I had a diagnosis from a psychiatrist but I also did the full five hour neuropsychological testing and it came back with very high scores for ADHD. Including a significantly lower score on working memory compared to the other sections of the IQ test.
I started with 10 mg instant release Adderall which seemed to have no effect except making it a little bit harder to study the first week. I felt like I couldn’t think as well. 10 mg of Adderall extended release did nothing but two 10 mg pills did. I noticed that I was able to enjoy vacation and relax with family and enjoy their company. Usually I am rigid and distracted and find it hard to pay attention for very long when somebody is speaking. Or I’ll have to be doing something else at the same time. On the 20 XR I was able to play games and even play
With my daughter which is usually very hard because it doesn’t keep my attention and I just start thinking of everything else I have to do. I was able to stay engaged at a three day conference which required sitting still for most of the day which would’ve been a nightmare before.
7.5 mg instant release twice a day worked very well but it would only work for about four or five days and then it would either do nothing or my symptoms would be worse. It was like it was borrowing focus and alertness and emotional stability only to have to pay them back later in the week. The first couple of weekends this happened I just felt tired and had all of my usual ADD symptoms. But then wone weekend I felt totally crazy. I had severe brain fog and was reacting to everything and crying. I felt very confused and sad. And lightheaded.
This was the point that the doctor said well that sounds like what happens whensomebody who doesn’t have ADHD takes the medicine.
He decided to try me on Ridellan 5 mg twice a day and then increase it in a few days if there are no side effects.
So my question is has anybody had a similar experience and then found a different class of stimulants that works for them? Because I think he is right to suspect that, but the diagnostic process was very thorough. It seemed like the Adderall was sometimes making my working memory worse even though it was low in the first place. I had trouble taking tests for school. I felt even slower than usual and misread questions.
And if it were the case that I actually didn’t have ADHD, why would the medication work the majority of the time to make me feel much more stable and eliminate ADHD symptoms and then suddenly not work or make me feel crazy?
I also tried 20 mg extended release in one single capsule which made me feel super anxious and made my jaw very tense. This seemed very strange because I had previously taken two 10 mg capsules extended release. Perhaps it was a different generic manufacturer?
The other factors that I considered were: Menstrual hormones, and outside stressors such as school and moving houses. Any thoughts?