I can't watch Anime!

[SouLegend]

Is it normal not being able to watch Anime or any series with emotions in it?

I barely can watch a picture of Anime. It gives me anxiety!

I get panic and flee from it. I have been wanting to watch Anime for Years! But I am all alone in my apartment and since I moved out from my parents. I slowly began to be afraid of the emotions and feelings that are in Anime. :S

I can only watch cartoons when they have no awkward moments or any similarity to Anime. Is there anyone else like me? :S