I am starting to feel completely broken. After some time after my daughters diagnosis, we decided to start medication since we feel she was starting to have some anxiety issues and social problems at school. This took a long to time just to accept and I still wonder if we are making the right decision which is adding to my own stress.
To make matters worse, she was having an outburst and I carried her to her room and dropped her on the carpet floor. This hurt when she landed. I now feel awful, as I should. I lost my temper, never intended to hurt her in any way, but I did.
I love my kids with every ounce of my body, but sometimes when I loose my temper, I do not think. I guess I am looking for some advice. I would rather leave and not come home anymore. I feel like I have completely failed and keep failing. Not sure what to do anymore.