I'm a 54 year old guy who in my youth was quite a social person, lots of friends, parties, days out etc.
The usual relationship breakups. Finally met a lady and have been together for many years.
The past few years I have withdrawn from all social activities, the thought gives me anxiety. I no longer see friends, lost contact with almost all of them. I have withdrawn into my shell.
I work, there's no real problems there, I can have a laugh with the lads etc.
I go to work, come home, wait for bedtime, sleep, go to work and so on. day after day. I don't do anything with the missus anymore, just sit and watch crap tv or browse crap on the net.
I have no energy, there is no 'fun' in life anymore. I go to sleep and hope I don't wake up.
This past few years when things are bad (money worries, among them) I think of just giving up. I have an exit bag in the boot of the car, that's a recent thing.
Last year the missus walked out, made me think, got some tablets from the doc for depression, they didn't do much, was on em for 6 months. Going to the doc and talking seems to be pointless. The missus has been suggesting stuff to do forever, usually greeted with a negative reaction. I know this isn't normal.
What do I do now?
I really feel there is no way out.