Honestly don't know how much more I can take since all this crap happened I have trouble concentrating, making decisions and interacting with other people from work and out. I do honestly feel I lost my old self the happy always smiling and laughing at everything and trying to make other people laugh trying to sort people problem out.
With my family I try to stay positive and think positive about it but no my older sister we don't have a great relationship but at the end of the day she is my sister and I love her. But I don't feel or think she thinks the same way about me she's even said that she doesn't like me to my other sister
Just seeing her wasting her life away really do upsets me me and my other sister thinks she's got anger problem which my other sister have told her. But the older sister just wont except it and she's also a hoarder which at first we didn't know it was an actual illness and once again she wont except it. Recently I threw away some of the rubbish she went (I no i shouldn't be using this word but I cant think of another word describe it)
She went crazy ranting and raving also crying because of me and my mother throwing her rubbish away even though my Nan told us too.The whole flat of rubbish consist of newspaper and magazines and other bits and bobs before I found newspaper dating back 2002. she has said in the past and I Quote " I know I gone to far with my rubbish I'm doing it" this was a good couple months ago if not longer me I honestly believed her but no still the same till this day.
I'm not saying don't talk to me about your problem but its too much for me from the hoarder I'm getting an earful from her and the other saying this family is a joke. Can not be dealing with this don't know what to do
Forced to have abortion
