Exam Night

[Radel]

So yeah I get it, I shouldn't have crammed I get that, I should keep an even schedule to study etc etc you could lecture me about this till the morning and its still not the freaking issue. The issue is this semester has been horrible, I hate what I am studying, absolutely despise it, I don't get it and frankly I don't want to get it. I hate myself so much right now because I have half a mind to skip tomorrow's final because if I see another number I am going to throw up. I hate this, I don't want to study anymore its so freaking pointless and insanely time consuming and for what?? so i can be just another desk job working adult with no goals to accomplish and you know what sucks the most? I don't even have an alternative, choosing another major is out f the picture because it would be too time consuming an it'll gobble up money I don't have and am not ready to give, and more importantly its because I have no freaking goals. No dreams, no nothing. I look at the future and see nothing and it just absolutely sucks. sorry for ranting just... feeling stuck in a box of your own making is an absolutely disgusting feeling.

[Natsteveo]

You are not alone radel I hope things get better for you and hope you can find positive ways to help yourself move forward. We are always here to support you, take good care

Nat

Sorry could you please confirm your age

[Radel in reply to Natsteveo]

Hey Nat, thanks for the encouraging words, it’s calms me down when I read them. I’m 20 years old currently.

[Natsteveo in reply to Radel]

You have so much pressure on your young shoulders at the minute you probably don't even know what to do or where to turn.you will get to where you want to and eventually things will start to look more brighter..don't give up your much stronger than you ever know...

Here if you need to rant

Nat