I'm sitting on my couch crying because so many things have gone through my head today, yesterday, day before and I am so overwhelmed..
I am 21 and have no college, barely any work experience, I have no idea what so ever what I want to do as a career, I'm so worried I'm going to be a dead beat.
My husband an I have been trying to have kids but it's not happening. I don't know why, we are seeing a doctor but nothing yet.
I am so paranoid about the future, constantly questioning it.
I feel completely worth less most of the time. I can't get out of bed most days. I just want to sleep.
I am so dependant on my husband. And even before that I always had to have someone love me.
I have no desire to leave the house or even shower most of the time.. I'm usually calling in sick just so i don't Have to go any where...
I don't know what's wrong with me. I want to get better. But I can't 😭 and I'm so afraid to get help because I've seen so many therapists before and none of them have helped me.