I don't know what's happening

I am so happy, i have so much people wish for, yet, i keep craving excitement, passion, adventure of meeting other people, chaos, tha opposite of what my life is right now. I don't understand why this is happening. I am loved and have a family. I'm so confused

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Sounds like you crave endorphines, the hormones the brain produces with excitement, chaos, passion, adventure etc. They can be very addicting but short lived. If you really feel happy otherwise, I'd take up running or another exercise that can stimulate that feeling.

[KrisBerri]

You're bored with life. Find passion in what you love, or find out what you love and do it all the time.