Trouble Creatively

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Well to try to bring back meaning to my sad life I tried to get back into writing but I can't seem to finish anything I start or even just start anything in general. I have also started going to the gym. These have made me feel better but one thing that always sets me back is credit card bills. I know it sounds dumb but has anyone just gotten so sad over a bill, like how the fuck am I going to pay this off in time? You see when I was homeless and jobless I wasn't able to pay anything back, now I've waited a very long time and shit got real. I was hoping that maybe if I could actually get my novel going it could help with my bills but I'm so blocked right now. I love magic but it feels too done already, I love mythology but don't know enough to write a store about it. If anyone has ideas they would be much appreciated