hello new here. this is not completely to do with women's health but if feel better talking to women about this. I am having a cystoscopy next week and not looking forward to it. I made the mistake of going onto google and finding out what it entailed , now I'm more worried. (I hate google). I have a husband and other people that care about me but I don't want to show them how scared I am because I don't want them to worry. Sometimes it's easier to talk to strangers.