Scared

[Miss_C78]

Hi All, I'm 37 and have chronic liver problems that effect my platelets as well as other symptomatic problems. I also have PCOS and have not ovulated properly in the last 7 years (the last year not at all), to make matters worse my partner has sperm mobility of 11% and is diabetic. I am on metformin (1500) and still not ovulating but it has been only 3 weeks. I saw my fertility doctor today, she told me the results of my AMH test which shows I have an unusually large egg reserve of over 96 whatever that means and really there is not much hope of conceiving without IVF but will not apply for funding until the risk to me is assessed in their team meeting and depending on what my pre-conception counsellor says. I didn't think I would be that upset about this as I am normally quite level headed about things and that fate will decide but I feel devastated and like I am a useless now. :.( has anyone been through anything similar?? X