What is this awful feeling I am experiencing? Is it adrenal fatigue?? Or pms? I'm due my period in a couple of days and I am feeling like a woman possessed. I feel anger, rage. I'm so angry that I feel like I could seriously harm someone or myself. Everything irritates me and I cannot control this fire in my belly. I have rowed( to put it mildly!) with poor hubby who has been kicked out the house, brought back in again and apologised to only for me to rare up again. I am feeling extremely anxious about everything. I thought maybe blood sugar levels but after eating some protein with a tiny bit of carbs it didn't help. I just tried some vitamin c which has helped some. Then hubby started to talk about something and this just stressed me out again. I am so desperately trying to keep a lid on it but just feel so angry and wound up!
I have not been able to get out of bed today and would have really liked to have gone out for a while in the sunshine but I feel like a complete loon!! How ridiculous that getting out of bed and having a shower would cause me so much anxiety and stress.
Earlier, I really felt like someone should call the authorities to take me away!! It is quite scary to feel this way. I'm feeling slightly better after the vitamin c but I'm worried that it will return. (I seemed to be doing ok ish this week).