I don't really know if i should write...
I am stuck in bed and I can't do much more apart from writing few words.
I am using my mobile to type it up .
I have increased erfa again ( as planned 1/4 gr per week), one day I felt better but again I am on the spiral down. Temperature is dropping again, I am weaker than ever. No chest pains but I feel like I am much more drained. My MRI is postponed. Still can't have mt blood tests done. Never ending throat infection. I haven't been out for a week. I have fainting episodes . I don't have energy to get to surgery, they wouldn't know what to do any way I suppose.
I thought that after a month on erfa I would get even a tiny bit better but it is not happening. I don't know if to believe in anything or not. Does it suppose to be like that? Things go wrong all the time. It seems that nothing depends on me. Whatever I try to do, things get ruined last minute. I really don't know anything anymore.